Eyes full of water
My heart pounding
So much pain
Lover why lover
My mind is screaming
Horrible thoughts is all that I gained
Love this hurts
My body is so cold but my insides are so warm
i’m hoping that I don’t explode
Just in search of a good feeling
But it seem like all the pain does is reload
I tell God I don’t want to feel like this
Life love this can’t be it
Sometimes I feel like this is suicide
Am I killing myself
Sure feels like it on the inside
This is a callout for help help
My heart beating too fast
I need an ICU
I’m in critical condition
I hope this pain don’t last
All because I love you
For you I guess I got too much passion too much emotions
I guess I am a soft ass
Eyes full of water
My heart pounding
